Homesick !
Saturday, February 21, 2015 | 0 comments

Hey ho ~

Tried different opening . hehe

So, Ijah tengah taip menaip di pagi buta nie. Now is 3 am and I'm still awake !

Its CNY holiday and we're having 4 days holidays /yay/ TAPI ! Ijah tak balik Sabah pun /sobs/
Ijah mereput dalam kolej U nie. Tak keluar pergi mana-mana pun. No money. No transport. Ada jugak yang ajak keluar but then idk laa maybe dia lupa. nvm. Manusia kan pelupa. /thinking positive/

Tak balik Sabah means tak dapat laa jumpa family. Yang rumah dekat sini, I mean tak perlu pun nak naik kapal terbang, just naik bas, lucky them dapat jumpa family. Me.. hmm.. Jumpa family... Lama lagi.. Ijah balik Sabah pun bila dah cuti sem, which is about 2 bulan lagi? Ke Sebulan lebih? Macam tu laa kiranya.

The last time Ijah jumpa family, I mean balik Sabah was on mid sem holiday, on December last year. Nasib laa cuti 3 minggu but still ! I miss my family !!

I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH !
I MISS MY MAMA !
I MISS MY SIBLINGS !
I MISS MY COUSINS AND BIG FAMILY !!


Gawddd !!! I wanna meet them !! There been times I cried and got sick. Tapi Alhamdulillah ada kawan2 yang buad Ijah feel like home here. Kawan2 laa yang buad Ijah happy and lupa perasaan homesick nie. They make me feel comfort. /muah ciked/

And malam nie, I cried again. Dah laa kolej yang sunyi nie.. Idk.. I feel quite lonely. Not quite but really lonely. Plus, Ijah baru je lpas tengok Kpopstar season 4 episod 2. The last peserta tu dia nyanyi lagu "Life as a mom". Ijah teringat my mom. I wanna go home !!!!

Penambah rasa2 homesick nie when you got no one with. The feeling of lonely, unwanted. At home eventhough sometimes I admit and I'm sure there are times you feel like running away from home but there are no place like home. You don't feel lonely. Maybe some people feel like bored sitting only at home. At least you got family with you ! Makes you feel warm, wanted. 

And now I'm crying. T.T 
Someone take me home !!! I mean to my home. Send me home please !!
집보내주세요 !! 저 너무 엄마가 보고싶어 ! 동생들도.. /wipe tears/

Time please fly faster.

p/s: Ijah type apa yang Ijah rasa now. Pardon my grammar, tunggang tebalik ayat and also typo. kekekeke

XOXO
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