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Lean on
Monday, August 05, 2019 | 0 Comments

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

안녕하세요

Heyo ~~

"Macam mana Ijah handle this feeling, the responsibility, berjauhan dgn family"

That is what my friend ask me.

I also don't know how I did it. Since diploma until now. I've gone through hard times (and still). Which everytime Ijah hadapi benda2 sedemikian rupa of course Ijah breakdown, I need my family desperately. I've got friends luckily but you know sometimes you needed someone that dearly to you. Thats why I feel more better when I lean on him. 

Its not that I don't need friend, I do. You'll understand if you have your own partner rather than I explain here. 

People said that I'm strong. Ijah takda laa nak mengaku Ijah that kuat. I am soft inside. And I ALWAYS needed someone to lean on, to listen to me without judging me. Tapi tu laa, people are not always there, so the only person that I can really lean on is myself.

Myself that Ijah sendiri somehow tak sayang. Why? I've constantly hurt myself. Prioritize others more than me and hoping others would do the same which is nope. :')

Okay macam dah lari tajuk. Thats all for thjs entry. Signing off.