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The forgotten dream
Saturday, August 07, 2021 | 0 Comments

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

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Heyo ~~

Just now, I was laying around, nothing to do (its weekend so yeah), scrolling through TikTok, I saw a video, this girl dream is to study abroad to Korea, she didn't managed to enter in early stage ( probably for diploma I assume), then she just study in local university. She's studying her ass off so that she can afford to do exchange study to Korea and she did it ! I'm happy for her !

I once have the same dream as her. I used to dream to study there in any Korean University. I didn't get for early level, means diploma and I think I have forgot my dream and I didn't do anything, Did not study hard for my degree. I may have regret a bit for what I've done in degree. Kept myself busy with working part time, did not study hard, busy being in love. haha. 

When I saw the video, its kinda "menjentik" my heart. Like I asked myself 

"What the f did I do during my degree"

Orang cakap sesal tiada guna. Everything its too late. I already finish my degree (Itupun extend satu sem). Now I alhamdulillah dah kerja. So yeah. 

I admit it I do have forgot things that i used to dream of. Fly to Korea, study there, probably live there. Now? I even slow in reading hangul (where I used to be fast reader). I also have given up studying Korean Language. And other language too. I have loss my passion in learning language. I just don't know why.

The thing that I want now is the thing that was not my utmost priority. Now I want to settle down as soon as possible, get married with the love of my life, live in one room with him. So yeah. 

Thats all from me. Ciao